Nameless

BYE, CIAO!

Tue, 21 May 2002 08:48:14 GMT

So many people from my school have found out my this address and it's really embarassing... so I've got a new one... if you're on my friends list I'll tell you what my username is...other than that this journal is capoot.

Sun, 19 May 2002 08:10:43 GMT

This afternoon my family bought a Kodak DX3700 Digital Camera with 3.1 Megapixels and plenty of other goodies.. seeing that the pictures were taken just now the light isn't very good, but anyway I posted them up for all you to see!

Wed, 15 May 2002 07:43:40 GMT

From now on my livejournal is friends only. Why? Because someone gave the address out to my entire school year. And that includes some people who I'd prefer not to read this, so from now on if you would like to read my entries, you'll have to add me to your friends list and I'll most likely add you back (if I don't IM me or something, take a peek at my contact details.) So, I think I've cleared things up, bye :).

Another silly survey.

Tue, 14 May 2002 07:34:34 GMT

1. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others?: Definetly eyes.
2. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: Hell yeah
3. Would you marry for money?: No.
4. Have you had braces?: No.
5. Do you pluck your eyebrows?: Yes.
6. Do you ever cut or hurt yourself?: Yes.
7. When was the last time you had a hickey?: Too long ago.
8. Could you live without a computer?: Nope.
9. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc...?: AIM, MSN...bleh (an ex ICQ user from 1997)
10. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: Not many people, only people I like so... not many heh.
11. If you could live in any past time period, which would it be?: 1969 or 198-
12. Do you drink enough water?: Probably not but I drink more than enough milk.
13. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: Off.
14. What is your favorite fruit?: What kind of question is that?
15. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: Well, I work in a bakery and now all I eat are pastries and high-fibre tiger bread. I recommend the apple scrolls!
16. What is your favorite place to visit?: The ocean cliffs near my house.
17. What is the last movie you saw?: I can seriously not remember.
18. Do you kiss on the first date?: It all depends how giddy we are.
19. Are you photogenic?: I either look stoned, pissed off or dead, does that answer your question?
20. Do you dream in color or black and white?: A mixture.
21. Are you wearing fingernail polish?: My nails are too short...
22. Is it chipped or fresh?: See above.
23. Do you have any dimples?: A tiny one when I smirk.
24. Do you remember being born?: I have vague memories from when I was very young but I don't know about the birth process.
25. Why do you take surveys?: Boredom buster.
26. Do you drink alcohol?: Nope, most of it tastes shit anyway but it's okay sometimes.
27. Did you like or do you like high school?: Hell no, I want to get away.
28. What is the most beautiful language?: Gaelic... ahh
29. When you are asleep do you like being kissed awake?: I'm sorry?
30. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?: Sunsets definetly.
31. Do you want to live to be 100?: Not on my dead body.
32. Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair?: It's their choice really, if they don't want to then I don't care.
33. Do you like salty food or sugary food the most?: Sugary...
34. Is a flat stomach important to you?: No, I'm thin anyway.
35. Do you or have you played with a ouija board?: Yes.
36. Are you loyal?: Depends on how much I care about the person
37. Are you tolerant of other people's beliefs?: Yes, but I always share my opinion so it often pisses people off.
38. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?: Off.
39. Do you believe in magic?: No, but some weird fucking things can happen.
40. Do you have nightmares frequently?: Sometimes, especially when I'm depressed.
41. Do you like your nose?: Yeah...is that wrong?
42. Do you like abstract art?: Indeed.
43. Do you think you can draw well?: Yes.
44. Do you listen to music daily?: The question should be 'do you listen to music hourly' or... 'minutely', is that a word?
45. Do you like to watch cartoons?: Yes.
46. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?: I knew he wasn't from a young age but I lied so I could get more presents.
47. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?: About 2 pairs of sneakers and lots of boots.
48. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety?: You think I enjoy wearing school shoes?
49. Do you write poetry?: Yeah, but not as much as I used to.
50. Do you snore?: Nope, but I make a little 'hoooo' noise when I breathe out... apparently.
51. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?: All of them.
52. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?: Ew, I'd rather have a cat thankyou.
53. Do you lick stamps?: Oh yeah! ALL THE TIME...
54. Do you use an electric can opener?: What the?
55. Have you ridden in a hot air balloon?: I wish.
56. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?: Emotional without question.
57. Do you think balding men should shave their heads?: I don't really care.
58. Do you know anyone who is clinically depressed?: Yeah.
59. Do you prefer a piano or a violin?: Violin... (SARAH, SHUT YOUR MOUTH)
60. Are you a sex addict?: Some people would say...er.. nevermind lol.
61. Do you know someone who has cancer?: I did and I do.
63. Do you hunt for animals? ....
64. Do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants?: Fast food joints are potentially EVIL and expensive resteraunts and me don't match, neither.
65. Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?: Art museum, who do you think you're talking to!?
66. Do you have a middle name? What is it?: Maree...after my Aunt.
67. Are you basically a happy person?: I'm too moody, it greatly varies.
68. Are you tired?: Most of the time.
69. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?: No.
70. Have you ever met anyone off the internet?: Yeah ;).
71. How many phones do you have in your house?: Three... four?
72. How long is your hair?: Somewhere down my back.
73. Do you get along with your parents?: Sometimes.
74. What color of eyes do you prefer?: Grey...or light blue, something mysterious.
75. What medications do you take? Do I have to name them all?
76. What does your bedroom look like?: A bomb hit it. I've also got a lot of posters, shoes and underware on the floor.

Mon, 13 May 2002 09:36:35 GMT

My fish has died :(.

Yes.

Sun, 12 May 2002 10:41:55 GMT

I may as well post because I'm online. So, this morning I wake up with bloodshot eyes and about 300 relatives that I've never met before invaded my house whilst I was in my glamorous snoopy pyjamas complete with the bloodshot eyes, I love my family for not giving me any warning about this, love them. On aim and MSN I'm speaking to about 300 people, half of them from lj, we're such budding socialites...*buds*.

Plus the lovely Jess and Cans have hosted me at their domain hence a lot of nudges and winks go out to them.

Until next time.

Fri, 10 May 2002 10:05:33 GMT

Urgh...hey. I finally got my net to work, turns out it was the blooming phone line the whole time, so I just switched it with the house line, I'm sorry if someone's calling because there's a blazing fire in their kitchen...or something. I have no fucking motivation to do my history oral which is due pretty soon. BUT, here's the good news. When my exams are on I get 2 whole days off and a lot of last periods off, as well as 'study' periods when we (get this) STUDY, I laugh at the teachers for thinking we will actually study, no, pity them.

I'm a little annoyed because apparently my Diamond Stealth III S540 video card is incompatible for Sims Vacation which annoys the fuck out of me, the EA support guy said I should 'upgrade'... what a fucker, but if anyone knows the site TELL ME. AND, I missed the free George concert that they were holding at the South Leagues club because it was an 18+ gig, now that's got to be the gayest gay that ever gayed! So much for seducing the bassist.

On the bus this afternoon there was Tim, sitting with some random highschool girl discussing modern literature. Now, I know we're not together or anything CLOSE (hah, he's ginger) but it pissed me off because he's my literature partner, some stupid girl stole him! I suppose I'll have to find some other geek to speak to on the bus, make the fucker jealous, HAHAHAHA... (that's my During.Menstrual.Stress speaking HAH.)

I signed the DVDaria petition a few days ago. It's this online petition that's budding MTV to bring Daria out on (drum roll) DVD! Now, seeing Daria is one of the best cartoons ever I'm asking ALL OF YOU CRAZYBONES that actually read my journal to sign the petition, to make misfits...happy. SO SIGN GODDAMNIT.

Mon, 06 May 2002 10:46:30 GMT

I'm not going to post much because it's not like anyone posts comments let alone reads my journal unless it has the word 'sex' or 'fuck' in it. I don't think people are interested in my life or my thoughts. So, fuck it.

Sun, 05 May 2002 08:02:46 GMT

I had work all morning from 8 to 2, it was one of the most boring experiences I'd ever had to stand through, but luckily I got a 15 minute break and I treated myself to a double hokey pokey/cookies'n cream icecream...ahh the luxury. Yes, I reformatted my computer and it's actually working, cheer for me! I also dug up an old layout I made...a long time ago. It's actually quite cool so I think I'll use it for my new, upcoming site which, as a bonus, saves me from making a new one. I don't exactly have anything interesting to say except I'm sorry if MSN hasn't been working. It's going nuts on me, it keeps signing me off and I only get about half the messages people send me, hell to MSN and its evil creators! Hell!

A few days ago I saw the legendary Monty Pythons 'Argument' sketch, I pissed myself laughing. If anyone actually has the address to the script or a sound file of it and could send it to me, it would be greatly appreciated.

Well, I best be off, I'm going to eat Chinese take away and watch that annoying 'I'll never tell' movie. I think the only reason my Dad rented it was because of that stupid catchphrase anyway. Oh well :P

Fri, 03 May 2002 09:20:40 GMT

Oh my god, I'm such a loser. Yes, I admit, I READ MY FUCKING STARSIGN. But hey, I found this thing quite interesting and slightly true.

Compatible partners: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio, Capricorn
Mixed feelings: Virgo, Pisces
Fatal attractions: Gemini, Sagittarius
Probably incompatible: Aries, Leo, Libra, Aquarius

I did a painting the other day of...someone. It's quite rustic and I really like the colours I used, I stuck to reds, browns and warm yellows. I liked the way it turned out too, I'll post it on my art site when my webpage is up and.. stuff.

And I think I'll re-install windows again because my computer is posessed by many many viruses. Indeed.

Wed, 01 May 2002 07:57:55 GMT

Remember the Grinspoon Concert I went to? Well, there's about a milisecond of Rosie and I moshing like silly teenagers, phwoar! I don't even KNOW what the song is called, but it's their new clip and the song is supposed to be alright so everyone watch out for...us! I was wearing the er...black t-shirt saying 'Womens Health' and my ankle-length dirtydenim skirt and Rosie was wearing some pink t-shirt saying 'Beauty School Drop-out' (and don't worry, I gave her shit about the shirt all day.)

Umm.. as I was getting off the bus and Dominic (bastard, player, ugly shit head who uses girls 6 years younger than him) said "BYE KELLY *licks lips*" and I couldn't help but call out "I can't wait till someone castrates you" hrmm.. school was uneventful and not worth talking about and I have about 5 assignments.. arghhh

Stolen from walrusofdeath

Tue, 30 Apr 2002 10:15:04 GMT

Everyone do this...because.. yeah.

? My real name:
? Where did we meet:
? How long have you known me:
? How well do you know me:
? Do I smoke:
? Do I eat use soap:
? When you 1st saw me what did you think:
? My hair & eye color:
? Have you ever had a crush on me:
? What's one of my favorite things to do:
? One of the first things I said to you:
? What's my favorite type of music:
? What's my best feature:
? Am I shy or outgoing:
? Would you say I'm funny:
? Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
? Any special talents I have:
? Would you consider me a friend:
? Have you ever seen me cry:
? A good nickname for me would be:
? Am I in love & w/who:
? Say anything to me here:
? Have I ever been hospitalized and what for:
? Have I ever had a crush on you:

Then post it in the comments bit, cool? Yes.

Happy again

Tue, 30 Apr 2002 06:43:30 GMT

I came home in the best mood this afternoon, which is even more ironic because it was the first day back at school. I mean... I had fun with my friends all lunch and just chilled and in the holidays it's hard to chill because everyone's overseas. I missed last period too because it was 'sport' and I didn't want to go so I just sat on the steps with Prue, Annie and Irene (who I don't normally talk to) but we got on really well. Before I went home I checked out the school boarding house with Rosie and talked to Maddie and we had a laugh.. I missed those stupid hearty laughs. On the bus home this year 12 guy from Marcellin High and I got into full conversation about art and school and how bad our hearing was... he was really sweet and I'll see him on the bus tomorrow and we'll probably talk more, he's cool. To top the utopia off, I came home to find Mum bought me a croissant from Deli France, I adore my Mum... today :)

I haven't been this peaceful and happy in so long and it feels GREAT! I'm going to go paint and listen to George, I love you all :)

Mon, 29 Apr 2002 06:20:22 GMT

I went shopping with my friend Elliza, and bought a cool brownish hat and George's Polyserena album. I absolutely love the album, and the hats pretty cool. I just had to show you my purchases...

The CD, and the hat.

The hat off, and the unwashed hair.

And also, a very happy birthday to James :)

Sun, 28 Apr 2002 07:19:45 GMT

I did this yesterday when I was bored...that was of course, before I got mugged.

I hate work, this guy bit my head off because I was a little slow on the breadslice machine (I cut my fuckin' finger) and humiliated me in front of everyone... and that includes Steve... he's got this dark moppy hair that hangs on the sides and brown eyes and he wears those 'Gen-X' t-shirts, he was working today with me and he shook my hand and I turned to butter... um anyway, I feel a little confused now about several things... make that... 'alot' of things, but for once I'd prefer to shut my huge mouth and not tell the world about it on my journal.

Now, I hate these things, but this test is quite interesting, its the 'Who's your inner music industry diva' and I got...

I absolutely love her..she's so fucking original and her music is great (I can also sing in her key and not...THAT badly either) so yes, COOL!

Sat, 27 Apr 2002 09:59:15 GMT

I went to get pizza with my family tonight and the pizza was good, but being fussy I had to go down the street and buy some juice because they only served soft-drinks pretty much. Anyway, on my way down I was whistling and I was wearing my black hooded jumper because it was fucking cold... and suddenly this arm is around my throat. I hear "Don't move" and I didn't, I just froze, standing there like a fucking idiot. So this guy puts his hand in my jacket pocket and by now I'm on the verve of wetting myself. Luckily though I only brought the $5 that I was going to buy to juice with. The guy picks the $5 up and says "what the fuck? Don't you have anything else on ya?" The next action was followed by instinct, I stepped on his foot, elbowed his head and bolted back to the resteraunt. I hope this guy gets hit by a bus.

All dressed up, NOWHERE to go.

Sat, 27 Apr 2002 03:12:19 GMT

Families left me here, I'm all dressed up with nowhere to go. I can never see James alone that often, and here's a perfect opportunity right in front of me and I can't go because he's already made plans, FUCK. I might just go ask someone else or spend an hour or two on the phone with someone.

I've also got a new MSN thingo for the people who use it and intend to add me, my last one kept crashing because of all the chainletters people sent me so my new msn thing is 'kellyontoast@hotmail.com'.

Bah, to hell with it, I'll call Lucy and see what she's doing...

Fri, 26 Apr 2002 06:39:06 GMT

Today was phwoar-some. I bought a red cardigan for $10 and a green belt (with rows of little fake bullets) for $3... bargain. I also bought James' birthday present which was a steel CD case and a snazzy modernish alarm clock (which was not a bargain) but he liked them so I guess it's okay.

Sarah and I went to his house and played on his PS2 and then watched Ice Age (despite the fact he has seen it twice already) and we sat right up the front... he wouldn't stop pinching my arm though and now it kills..

Well anywho, I think I'll work on my website or something.. (PS - if you want to read my bio that I wrote a few days back, it's here and I didn't spell check it, I was writing it with an enraged aura so go figure.)

Thu, 25 Apr 2002 07:49:05 GMT

I was innocently skimming through my friends page (as you do) when I saw this in my friends journal "i couldnt get my mind off Kelly - shes so sedating. Im preety paranoid about her, she has this quality about her thats so hard to identify, but i know it drives me totally detached!" and all I can say is...er..thankyou :)... I think? Hehe.

Jeremy just invited me to a piss up but its too late for all that, oh well. Today I went to Cronulla with my family and it was extremely uneventful and boring but Sarah and I are going SHOPPING tomorrow at the...*wait for this*...LOCAL SHOPPING MALL! I guess that makes up for this hideous day..well, bye now.

Wed, 24 Apr 2002 11:50:03 GMT

My graphics card has SOMEHOW disappeared from my evil computer, I am FUCKING PISSED OFF...to be frank. One day, when the sky is blue and the world decides to love me, my parents will kindly transport the computer to some nice individual who can fix it for a nice sum of money. I wish I was cool on computers...but all I can do is make pretty little web pages and type fast. Hell to the pretty things. Hell I say.

Oh, and did you know that song 'Dear Prudence' was actually about Mia Farrow's sister, Prudence? Spiffy hey?

"I'm gonna fuck it up again" - Fiona Apple.

Tue, 23 Apr 2002 07:19:04 GMT

I hate being a girl, you can't go anywhere because there's always the possibility that some fat 50 year old will take you down a secluded ally and shove his dick down your throat. I HATE IT. I'm sick of being caged, I want to take a few chances, BE STUPID...

I want to run away from here with someone and have freedom. I want someone to listen to me, I want to speak to someone face to face, not on this machine. I want someone to hold me and take me away from it all! I want to be scared, I don't want security, I want to take chances, I want to paint and take photos and stare at the stars and the moon without light pollution. I want more hangovers, I want to get in trouble, I want to be an idiot.

I've been this grown-up little person for so long I can't take it anymore. I can't get through to my family at all...they don't understand a bloody thing I say, they laugh at me when I get passionate, they think that will cure everything. Well in that case, I'm a fucking sick little girl.

CELIBACY REALLY SUCKS.

Tue, 23 Apr 2002 01:02:19 GMT

Today I was supposed to go to the city with alissha and ally but alissha was really sick so they called it off. Get well Lish!

FINALLY, my parents are 'looking into' getting a digital camera..I'll go down to the beach and take photos as soon as we do get one and post them on here.

Well, everybody seems to be taking webcam shots of one another and writing stuff on pieces of paper and posting them on their lj's...I'm not one to follow 'the trend' so I doubt I'll go along with it all.

I'm taking my little almost-four year old brother Mikey to see Jimmy Neutron because I love him and he's an awesome little guy, I just hope he won't scream and stand on the chairs like last time..

Anyway, peace love and alcohol, I'll be on AIM.

Making a new site..

Mon, 22 Apr 2002 01:37:55 GMT

Thats it, I'm going to start on another website for myself and it won't be at bittersky.org (that's running out soon anyway) and pyro-bunnies have offered to host me if they have any space, god I hope they do...

I need some ideas for this thing, it's got to be really original and not just 'another' website out there by an angsty teenager with a string of personality disorders. The layouts don't really bother me, I just want good content...

I'll probably have a bio, a nice long fat one, better than my old one at bittersky.org, because, face it that stuff I wrote in there was during a coffee high. I'll make it as truthful as I can and not try to sound like the most difficult female human being on earth (although I must admit, I'm probably ranked at least 4th in that category.) It's sure to be better anyway, I understand myself alot more than I thought I did originally so it would make more sense to the small audience.

I'll also have rants and if you've read several of my past entries, you would see that I'm quite the opinionated person. Lots and lots of rants to share with the bewildered, fabulous.

And pictures of me? I don't think so...maybe one, or two. I'm sick of my webcam, it's too fuzzy and nothing comes up on it. I actually want to GET A DIGITAL CAMERA and take close ups of flowers and bus-signs because I've always been interested in photography, so yes, I'll most likely have a photography section.

I will try to post up some of my artworks if I have time, stuff I've done in school, doodles, paintings and anime sketches because that's a big part of my leisure time so why not throw it on my site?

And a music section...I already have a miniscule one on bs.org but this one will have more..er links and appeal perhaps. I'll put up a favourite songs list, a list of CD's I own (and want, if I have the time) and I'll also try to make a small band site on The Beatles because everyone knows I'm a Beatles freak.

And lots more. I need more ideas though. This has to be really original because if I'm not satisfied it'll probably sit there for months on end like bittersky.org :)

Sun, 21 Apr 2002 10:07:15 GMT

Family took me to the famous Lone star Steak resteraunt, I couldn't eat a thing. I hate steak, I don't like much meat, except for chicken..but I'm not a vegetarian, I think. I don't feel like writing, I just got home and I'm half dead. What will I do tomorrow?

Thu, 18 Apr 2002 11:55:29 GMT

Just online quickly to talk to some friends, I took this test. The results were that accurate I thought I openned the 'book of Kelly'. You can take it yourself at colorgenics.com, after reading this of course.

Much of the time you are preoccupied with things of an intensely exciting nature. You need stimulation and variation with all matters pertaining to your life. You want to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality being able to charm and influence others. You use powerful strategies with predictable outcomes so as to avoid endangering your chances of success or undermining other people's confidence in you.

Being a somewhat gentle, emotional and sensitive person, you are at this time experiencing a considerable amount of tension. What you really need is someone who can be close to you and to listen to what you have to say.

In spite of all the opposition, you are insisting that your goals are realistic but circumstances are forcing you to compromise. You are not very happy with this situation but there is little that you can do about it. You have very strict standards which you try to apply to everyone who enters your sphere of influence.

You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.

You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If its not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.